today is a special day but I slept in! can I forgive myself? I didn’t go to the thing even though I woke up almost appropriately for it, but went back to my dreams – why am I so at the mercy of my dreams, they are not real and are not tangible things… I do learn from them but they are not where I live my life no matter how much I would want to have a piece of them in my reality. I have these temptations everyday not realizing that is what they are… temptation… up to now I’m pretty sure I see them as a nice sweet smelling cup of coffee that adds to the day rather than takes away from it. but I missed my thing today, and I can’t take that back because that thing is just once a year. so I guess I gotta forgive myself, after all I have all to day to do just that!, and make up for the lost thing in another way.
many blessings to you if you’re reading this.
~ feb 6, blog quest, one a day
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