down to earth

I’m happy because even though we can always fall into temptation and get angry at one another there are always ways to mend things… my hair is turning black.. when I was a wee child I always used to think that if my hair color somehow would start getting darker like it is now that would mean that I would go into the dark side so to speak.. last night in my room I caught my face in the mirror and saw how dark my hair was .. it bothered me! And I thought to myself it’s cause I’m getting so snappy and wasting away my patience. perhaps it’s from babysitting and the constant stress of watching kids, making sure they’re not going to cause any danger to themselves or others .. I wonder if there’s a correlation between raising ones voice and hair darkening.. lol, it’s likely partially genetic who knows .. one thing is for sure though.. stress… and with that a lack of patience.. I guess what I’m happy about is .. even if you do go to “the dark side” there’s always a way out.. if you reach out and say sorry or tell people what’s going on … and let them know you love them… you’re bound to step into the original side of things and see how to repair the damage.. and revel in the brightness of stepping into the light.

Writing on here helps that’s also a definite.

~ feb 13, I’m happy because…~