down to earth

im grateful because I have a place to vent,, here,, and even when I think im out of ideas there’s always something to talk about because no matter how little u think there is to formulate words about, its not about that – it just reminds me how ungrateful I am for every little moment that happens in the every day – maybe one day i’ll write a post about as many good things I remember happening within one day,, the thing is we just forget/ or the practical side of our brain compartmentalizes things in a way that we can’t be bothered to retrieve those actual good old times as new and wondrous events in our lives to our brain its just a same silly repetitive pattern but that just goes to show how unobservant we can be. or also our brains just can’t be bothered to put into words a tiny minute of an event that actually is agreeably beautiful but complex and therefore too tedious to explain,,, and then we just store it away until it possibly fades… sad. anyway,, this is all just to say,, it’s not in vain to write things down even if it starts off with no regard to punctuation or if it doesn’t even makes sense – at least you tried, and you burned ‘brain calories’ 😉

~ feb 13, I’m grateful for ~