down to earth

march 20

last night I dreamt that I went to meet my friend at her doctors apt. the nurse asked can I help you – I said im here for ____’s apt…. she thought I was talking about myself in third person and told me to wait in room number __. I was early. my friend kept texting me- sorry im late etc..I went in and after a while the nurse gave me a drink – thought it was some kind of complimentary water or tea — she joked saying she made my favourite coffee … I later realized it was some futuristic way of getting artificially inseminated.

so my friend inadvertently got me pregnant with whatever she was trying to do to herself. next to my room was a man in a bed he was a bit younger than my friend but seemed to be well educated for his age and a bit beyond his years, also charismatic… I later realized he was the donor.. and then I later realized that he was also the nurses son, without each other knowing they were there .. later there was some water scene in the ocean where there was some minor global catastrophe and the nurse was there and she was saving me…and the man was there with her – that’s when I learned of their relation.

March 21

last night I remember there was one dream that had to do with makeup. I recently moved back homeland forgot all my makeup from where I moved from, so as much as I am trying to not wear makeup on a daily basis anyway, I’ve had tiny anxieties about needing it at least in a small amount for future potential workplaces. so on with the dream – someone somehow either gifted me or placed a very nice and good quality natural makeup kit with everything I would need which was mainly eyewear… and I applied it and felt much more secure about myself in public.. interesting how insecurities I didn’t know I had suddenly infiltrated my dreams..

March 23

Somehow I dreamt of something I think it was fish being produced by putting into some energized force field and then being fed some things

And then I heard someone maybe it was my conscience, saying well that’s not how you reproduce food you don’t have to feed the thing look at what happened when Christ reproduced all the fish and loaves of bread, it takes some kind of energy. Love

March 26

I had the most wondrous dream last night .. about me and my love.

March 28

Don’t remember anything