down to earth

You know, you quit your job/ career and it somehow haunts you.. but you don’t know if it’s a temptation or if it’s your soul mate

Is my career my soul mate?

Or is it my past which is tempting me

Who knows I guess time will tell

But I see it everywhere and the more I think about it the more grateful I am of what I had and how hard it is to build something new

Am I just lazy for building something new

Or is building something new something that can happen in tandem with the old..

I don’t quit easily it takes a lot of things a LOT but it haunts me

Like a shadow … following me wherever I go..

Maybe I should turn on some more lights to help it disappear