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  • writing

    writing is like painting or drawing in that you have to go into details and on detail to describe the thing. It’s just in a different medium or like another language


  • beauty

    “Beauty will save the world” so choose things that are beautiful in value in virtue in all things what is your idea of beauty? it seems we always go through different ideas of what it is and what it could be to us… from different ends of the spectrum. from simple and natural to elaborate…


  • some of my favourite YouTube channels and vlogs

    some of my favourite YouTube channels and vlogs

    some of my favorite YouTube channels and vlogs… daily readings of Scripture with voiceover and beautiful background music. handwritten writings of readings everyday. ~march 15~


  • through my window

    through my window

    looking through my window I see sullen flakes meandering down as they make their descent. I lived in a part of the world, for a year, where there is no winter… I never thought I would miss the snow. but here I am, overwhelmed by the simple beauty of it. I remember when I was…


  • on memory

    on memory

    I spoke to someone today that I knew once and they knew me. I spoke to someone who doesn’t remember me, but we still shared laughs and stories and so on. like we had just met. I literally shook their hand again half jokingly and said nice to meet you. they asked where I was…


  • our snowy flakes

    our snowy flakes

    so snowy and beautiful today, its march but it feels like Christmas! the rate at which the snowflakes fall taking their time to reach the ground twirling as long as they can in the middle of the air. touching everything they can before they make their final descent. and they don’t know. they don’t know…


  • My brain (maybe “it’s all in your head”)

    My brain (maybe “it’s all in your head”)

    The thing is my brain was forming new tissues and was healing itself when suddenly I decided to zap it .. so in a way, my brain, at least the part that was hurt was kind of like a baby’s brain .. with newly formed cells .. maybe I’m wrong but that’s what I thought…


  • on Psalm 22 (and Mark 15:34 )”Oh God, Oh God, Why have you forsaken me…”

    on Psalm 22 (and Mark 15:34 )”Oh God, Oh God, Why have you forsaken me…”

    disclosure: this is my interpretation based on some observations, please forgive me if this offends anyone, I am not writing this with any intention of harming anyone, or altering anyone’s current worldview. these are simply my postulations, and you are welcome to enjoy it as you like. apparently when Christ exclaimed “Oh God, Oh God,…


  • paper journals (the art of the handwritten word and the digital word, overcoming imposter syndrome and more)

    paper journals (the art of the handwritten word and the digital word, overcoming imposter syndrome and more)

    About the journals I used to take and how I would write more in diaries and journals I would have many different journals for books I read or book reviews or excerpts and phrases and fav parts or quotes Or my dreams book, I would try to write down my dreams if I remembered them…


  • probiotics and prebiotics (gut health and overall longevity, rebuilding intestinal lining)

    probiotics and prebiotics (gut health and overall longevity, rebuilding intestinal lining)

    So important I didn’t fully realize this til running into a video by a doctor who studied this and ‘the gut’ all his life and made a compound for his patients I learned that probiotics are useless without something called prebiotics, Bec probiotics can’t do their job without eating prebiotics as food. prebiotics are basically…


  • little vacuum (a look at cleaning and writing, is there a connection)

    little vacuum (a look at cleaning and writing, is there a connection)

    I am grateful for the ability to write even though we not always have things to talk about or things that engage others, we can still write our own thoughts even if its for your own future self. the process of writing thoughts is kinda like cleaning up your home or a tiny room in…


  • palindrome day

    palindrome day

    Today is a palindrome!! 22-02-2022 Mirror image number Thought that was pretty awesome We’ll see what the day brings ~feb 22~


  • child development

    child development

    I really do believe that a child, if he/she reacts negatively to someone or a situation, like in a disrespectful way or a rebellious way there’s always a reason… it doesn’t mean we have to be so forceful and command threats or raising our voice, I do believe they’re reacting out of miscommunication or a…


  • blogging from a-z, a letter for each day of the month blog challenge

    blogging from a-z, a letter for each day of the month blog challenge

    I think im going to do this! sounds fun and compelling… I found this on http://www.a-to-zchallenge.com/p/what-is-blogging-from-to-z.html originally came across this through this blogger’s webpage https://wordpress.com/read/feeds/45616 She was on M the day I found it and she chose Magical Realism – a genre I absolutely love (A Long Petal of the Sea by Isabel Allende is…


  • voices

    voices

    I am grateful for my voice there is so much that can be said for and interpreted through a person’s voice: character, gender, style, personality, charisma, warmness, coldness, tonality, register, range, emotionality etc.. its like a whole other universe,, and its interesting Bec without the image of a person or what you see by their…


  • I think I wanna be a voice actor (one of the best remote jobs out there)

    I think I wanna be a voice actor (one of the best remote jobs out there)

    What a life. You get to portray characters and no one will have to know it’s you. So much privacy, no anxiety, I hope… cause I’m sensitive yo … And room for creativity… 🙂 Video games and anime sound awesome about now (Totally inspired by Cristina Vee tbh, also she is absolutely gorg) ~feb 16~…


  • Hans Christian Anderson’s Snow Queen – Animation (here’s a link to the free movie)

    Hans Christian Anderson’s Snow Queen – Animation (here’s a link to the free movie)

    I found a whole free video of the snow queen… “Based on the acclaimed children’s book by Hans Christian Andersen, A young girl named Gerda battles the evil ice queen to save the world from eternal winter, with the help of some unlikely and very magical friends. Provider Vertical Release date 2013 Running time 1:16:07…


  • my journey here (passive income streams, finding my passion of writing, etc)

    my journey here (passive income streams, finding my passion of writing, etc)

    my journey to blogging and all that other jazz, I’m doing the blogging Bec it really resonates with me, cause I write. I used to be so lazy to document things with writing them. i discovered auto dictate when I was translating a book for a friend, after that I started to dictate down little…


  • snowy sunshine

    snowy sunshine

    im happy for sunny days when it snows so much during winter you think that you’ll never see the light of day, but the combination of snow and sun is quite glorious, all the white reflects the light and all you get is white yellow and blue hues in your surroundings. anyway its nice to…


  • a fav show (miraculous ladybug)

    a fav show (miraculous ladybug)

    one of my favorite shows right now is Miraculous – a French/Japanese/Korean cartoon for kids set in Paris, but definitely watchable for adults… I found it a few weeks ago mid babysitting. probably a little late to find it but im totally a fan now. it is sooo cute, and all in all wonderful. it…


  • sayings…

    sayings…

    does anyone else say – close the lights – anytime you wanna ask someone if they can turn off the lights… kinda like close the door, but I guess from habit of… saying close the… I end up saying that in the context of lights as well, and actually I like it better – it’s…


  • writing out those small good times

    writing out those small good times

    im grateful because I have a place to vent,, here,, and even when I think im out of ideas there’s always something to talk about because no matter how little u think there is to formulate words about, its not about that – it just reminds me how ungrateful I am for every little moment…


  • “The dark side” and the light

    “The dark side” and the light

    I’m happy because even though we can always fall into temptation and get angry at one another there are always ways to mend things… my hair is turning black.. when I was a wee child I always used to think that if my hair color somehow would start getting darker like it is now that…


  • good morning

    good morning

    I made bad coffee today… what to do,, I ended up wanting to make a lot so there would be a ton left for others and throughout the day. so I put in 6 cups of water and about 4 scoops of those small coffee scoopers of coffee grounds. it went through, I poured myself…


  • on plans (sometimes it’s better not to…?)

    on plans (sometimes it’s better not to…?)

    “Plans are totally pointless but planning is indispensable” From Ali Abdaal’s YouTube video My New Life Goals (2022) Reminds me of that anecdote “if you want to make God laugh, tell him your plans” ~ Feb 11 ~


  • ironic

    ironic

    I’m grateful because of of things like YouTube, and all the people that go online and make videos, there’s so much content out there that is actually valuable if you look in the right direction, the ironic thing though is that when you’re starting anything like a blog or YouTube you normally don’t have much…


  • dreams

    dreams

    have you ever had dreams where at the very end of them, right before you wake up something is happening in the dream – the action gets tighter and all of a sudden you wake up and the same thing (but slightly volume down on the action) is happening in reality… let’s say, mid dream…


  • anonymity

    anonymity

    when writing : But what about talking about things without the influence of others. connections pertaining to you, you can’t really be open or as transparent as you want to be about certain things or about transitions of careers or life chapters for you because it intrinsically affects someone else… sooo anonymity is kind of…


  • kaleidoscope

    kaleidoscope

    I am happy because I finally found a way of describing my mother, interestingly, while looking at a large painting my sister did a long time ago which looks a lot like you’re looking through a combination of viewpoints from different camera lenses. today I found a tangible analogy for my mother’s magnetism and mystery,…


  • Optimism

    Optimism

    I’m grateful for the kind voices optimistic minds and the bridge point of people getting along… it really is something that is changeable and malleable … the harmony between people between children .. discord is the enemy of happiness .. overshadow discord and you’ll achieve happiness ~feb 10, I’m grateful for… ~


  • on writing – quotes by Austin Kleon

    on writing – quotes by Austin Kleon

    “What is interesting about having a blog or some sort of daily project… Even if it’s like – i post one thing to Instagram everyday… ya know, just something little like that… Having something that you have to do every day… You find out –It’s not that you have something to say, it’s that you…


  • break fast

    break fast

    did you know that breakfast is taken from – break fast – meaning breaking the fast – so it literally just means that at breakfast time you are breaking your fast because while sleeping we fast from food. and when you wake up and begin to eat you break the fast from not eating all…


  • advice (uber use/ vegetarianism)

    advice (uber use/ vegetarianism)

    do not please become an uber eats or uber drive addict. I know. I’ve been there. its the worst. its soooooo convenient that you will condition yourself to think it’s worth all the costs but they really add up and you become a slave to it all cause it’s just oh so convenient. please don’t…


  • drawing

    drawing

    drawing is the best. even if you’re completely aritstically inept. you take a pen and put it to paper and just basically let your hand dance. then see what happens. it really improves your mood. its like taking a little vacation just through the lens of your hands… and then it like dominoes to your…


  • affection

    affection

    I am happy because of the ability to pet your pet, what a concept – you give them affection and they always welcome you every morning when you wake up and they just wait for you til you get up, and throughout the day. just their lives literally revolve around you. they follow your rules.…


  • can I explain it to a five year old

    can I explain it to a five year old

    I am grateful for the concept of – Can I explain it to a five year old – the whole idea of whenever you have an idea or trying to understand a concept yourself, one of the best ways to reaffirm anything is – explain it to a five year old – or imagine you’re…


  • that special thing

    that special thing

    today is a special day but I slept in! can I forgive myself? I didn’t go to the thing even though I woke up almost appropriately for it, but went back to my dreams – why am I so at the mercy of my dreams, they are not real and are not tangible things… I…


  • on discernment

    on discernment

    I am happy because I have discernment, it guides me and lets me fall for things but also then lets me know that that thing is not really for me, it helps me understand myself when I don’t know anything about myself and think I know everything, it shuts me up when I’m being prideful…


  • little helpers

    little helpers

    I am grateful for my hands, they are able to draw, text, give to others, retrieve things for me, wring out my laundry, protect me from dangers, catch any spills before they happen, turn on the computer, make me coffee, make me food, pet my dogs and brush my cat, catching people before they fall……


  • water is such a blessing

    water is such a blessing

    I just showered for the first time in a bit underestimating that it would actually be like therapy to me in many other ways and that’s what happened. Disclaimer: no I am not a homeless person who does not have access to a shower, don’t worry, I generally have excellent hygiene or so I like…


  • on niches

    on niches

    But why do people need to strictly resort to one niche .. I understand it makes you an expert in the field etc but it’s sad Bec you have so many other parts of you so many experiences and interests that for the reason stated above we choose to put it away in another room…


  • on coffee

    on coffee

     I’m grateful because I have coffee. Even though I can admit that I am a complete addict. I’m still grateful for it. Because it gives me a sub purpose for every day. I wake up and I crave the combination of cream or milk, or boiled milk mixed with a nice medium roast or a…


  • on dogs

    on dogs

    I’m happy because even though a dog’s bark is so annoying and painful to the ears, sometimes it is so worth it ’cause you know that something is up.  they’re basically warning you something is approaching the house, or you’ve got mail, or you’re getting an unexpected guest.it’s like a free alarm system but better…


  • an uncomfortable topic

    an uncomfortable topic

    So I came home to visit my family and I realized that I was not drinking any water .. barely at all… but I didn’t actually realize this til weeks later . I started to have a kind of terrible constipation to the point of pain and even skin pain, needless to say in my…


  • winter blooms

    winter blooms


  • on smiling

    on smiling

    Little cherubs exist, they’re called toddlers and babies, they are magnificent and so full of energy. They have smiles that in a millisecond spread across their whole face, and you instantly have no control over your facial reflexes- your face muscles out of nowhere grab your whole skin and lift them like a pro weightlifter…


  • snow globe

    snow globe

    I am grateful for… The things that go around in the sky like the birds the planes the air and the clouds. the snow that falls and the rain that pours. The atoms and molecules and all the things that make up the clarity of this invisible sphere that we see. Our own little snow…


  • on punctuation

    on punctuation

    I find that if I worry too much about punctuation – things will never get written, the contents of my heart… and thereby my mind, will never get poured out into the ether. nothing against punctuation, though, it is pertinent, but sometimes it’s best to get the thing out there first… and then add it.…


  • a new home

    a new home

    Everyone is/has literally been moving online – we’re like a swarm of ants that are displaced because someone broke their home, and now we are all building a new home – so we’ve found these online niches and are literally rebuilding our lives. The internet is like some transportation hub clustered in a soundproofed tunnel. There…


  • on catharsis

    on catharsis

    I call my dogs and pets and animal loves all “choobwabs” – why? I love it but where did I get this new language from – anyway I don’t really mind, I just love calling them that Side-note: Choobwabs – I’m doing this on auto dictate and the first thing it typed for me was…